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Nov 12th, 06 ? 6:48pm] |
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Hey guys
So how is it going? I'm doing alright. Really busy with college shit and music! My band is working on an album and its a lot of work! But it's fun work and I hope it sounds alright
I'm also working on getting tires so i dont crash and die! Megan and I are still together and its wonderful <3. I've gotten closer to some old friends and spaced myself away from others. I've come to realize who my real friends are and who are not. I don't want to deal with people who are not real friends so I'm not anymore.
So I'll be at one of these five colleges next year..
Susqehana
West chester
Saint Joe's
Moravian
Millersville
I can't believe College is next year. High school has gone by so fast. Fuck i think some of my posts from 10th grade are still on the first page ahaha. But the end of high school is it's own seperate post and I'll do that right before graduation.
I'm doing fine guys, I'm a lot happier, just a little stressed.
Oh here are some pics from my last shows and some random ones..
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[Tuesday
Sep 5th, 06 ? 5:08pm] |
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Hey guys, God it's been too fucking long.
Well my summer was pretty amazing. My band played a show(pics under the cut) and it was pretty fun and we did pretty well in my opinion. We have a show october 21st at the trocodero in philly which is cool because bands like taking back sunday and the blood brothers have played there so i'm pretty excited.
At my last show i met my new girlfriend megan who is a wonderful person and I'm very happy with that right now.
My friednds have been amazing over the summer, all we did was chill and it was just great. I love those guys
Oh yeah i got a car
Things are great but my self esteem has been shit just like it always has.
But other then that it's all good.
new pics under the cut
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[Tuesday
Apr 11th, 06 ? 3:00pm] |
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Hey guys, I know I haven't been here in awhile.
Well my family is finnally in thearpy but I hate it so much. My brother is a total ass and I'll be so glad when I'm not in the same house as him.
I've been writting alot for my new band. Check it out www.myspace.com/liftedinautumn
Oh good news.... I GOT MY DRIVER'S LICENCE!!! It's soo cool. ^^
Other then that just family problems, people prooblems, just a bunch of bullshit.
Oh here are some pics
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[Monday
Feb 20th, 06 ? 6:41pm] |
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Hey guys.
Nothing much has been up here, just recording and working on music.
Lately I've been feeling very empty again. I haven't made a good connnection with someone in a long time. I was interested in someone but I don't want to hold her back from her life.
But i took some dumb pics so here they are.
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[Thursday
Feb 9th, 06 ? 5:58pm] |
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Hey guys
I stayed home from school again and slept, it was very nice. My day was really boring but i put together a cool outfit.
Ive been having good conversations with a certain person and feels nice. Good conversations are wonderful.
Anyway here is the outfit
peace out
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[Tuesday
Feb 7th, 06 ? 10:12pm] |
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Hey guys
Today was such a waste of a day. I was building a desk since fucking 2pm! But now this there is alot more room in this room to move around so that's good.
If you can't tell i took the day off today and i got to sleep in. But i stayed up last night till 3 talking to sam.
New songs are comming along for love's affair so be prepared. Check us out www.myspace.com/lovesaffair
See ya!
Oh and here's another pic...
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[Sunday
Feb 5th, 06 ? 3:57pm] |
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"On the 30th of September 2005 the Danish newspaper Jyllands-Posten published 12 cartoons depicting the prophet Mohammed. Mohammedans raised a storm of protest and two artists went into hiding after receiving death threats. Islamic organisations demanded an apology from the Danish government and the incident turned into a world-wide diplomatic issue. The OIC (the Organisation of the Islamic Conference), the Council of Europe and the UN all criticised the government of Denmark for not taking measures against the newspaper Jyllands-Posten. The Danish prime minister Anders Fogh Rasmussen defended the freedom of the press and free speech and stated that any measures, if appropriate, could not be taken by the government but only by a court of law. Meanwhile in Islamic countries Danish flags are burned and Danish products are taken off the shelves. Several countries have withdrawn their ambassadors from Denmark and armed men attacked the office of the EU in the Gaza strip."
http://skender.be/supportdenmark/
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[Tuesday
Jan 31st, 06 ? 8:10pm] |
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Hey guys
Today was pretty beat actually. I did some homework though so i'm getting better at it.
I've been very happy lately and it's been wonderful. People have just been treating me better and I'm just happy again.
Yesterday i got mistaken for a girl. But that happens to me a lot so i find it amusing. I was sitting down and eating and this guy asked my friend, "who's that girl with you?" I guess he didn't hear me speak.
And OMG, someone just sang silverstein on american idol! Representin yo
See ya
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[Sunday
Jan 29th, 06 ? 10:49pm] |
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Hey guys
Not much has been up here lately. I'm feeling better since my last post.
My english grade went to a B thank goodness. I had a 53 at mid marks, now it's an 80! I rule!
Love's Affair has a show(well party) coming up soon so that should be fun. I haven't played a live since December so i'm a little antsy.
Well that's all see ya!
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[Thursday
Jan 26th, 06 ? 8:22pm] |
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hey guys
I was sick today so i stayed home from school.
Yesterday I had a mini band pracitce and a mini battle of the bands with 3 memembers of our old band(another failed attempt).The equipment sucked so we both sounded bad! We should have done it at my house!
A show is in the works from Love's Affair so stay tuned.
I also took new pics so check em out
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[Monday
Jan 23rd, 06 ? 9:46pm] |
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No picture this time
I hate myself. Why do I act like this and why do I feel this way?
My life even 2 years ago was pretty nice. I had a good friends and a wonderful girlfriend and I was HAPPY. Lately things have just been getting worse and worse and worse. With my parents splitting up, the love of my life(up to this point) dumping me after 14 months. The fact that most of my friends have abandoned me. Even friends ive had for 12 years now just not talking to me anymore and i just dont understand. I dont understand what the fuck i did to you. I'm sick of sitting here in my house alone because no one bothered to call me. Or seeing a good friend of mine being used by a bunch of fucking dick wads that dont give a shit about him and will drop him when he is no longer needed.
Fairweather friends are one thing I absolutely can not stand. If you want to be a fucking prick and use someone because they have a car or whatnot, you should go fucking kill yourself for being a disgrace to the human race.
I'm also sick of being nice to most of the fucking assholes i know. So i hope some of you noticed how i dont talk to some of you people(I'm referring to the people i know in real life). I'm sick of being treated like I have no feelings. Fuck you, why dont you take yourself and put it in "reverse game" and stay away from me.
A real frined is someone who will stay with you through thick or thin. Lately i've been experiencing people only talking to me when they need something from me and i'm fucking sick of it. No i will not drive you places when i get my license. No you cant come in to use my bathroom, no you borrow any money, no you can't borrow my music equipment. I'm fucking sick of it. If you want me to help you out, be my fucking friend, a real friend. I've had enough of you fake friends and I would appreciate you getting out of my life.
I also dont understand why some people get a kick out of playing with my feelings. "Oh i like someone else, but he's not as sweet as you." Why the fuck would you say that? That doesn't make me feel any better. I also love how when i want to talk, someone is too busy, but when you need to talk i have to make myself avalible. Fuck you, i feelings too and sometimes i just want to talk, is it that hard to give a shit?
I would also like to address some people's opinions of me. If you don't know me, don't assume things about me. I'm not just some scene or emo kid or whatever you want to label me as. Don't ever judge me before you have a real conversation with me. I don't need some of you immature fucks who talk about me behind my back. This isnt 8th grade anymore, grow the fuck up. Go take a look at yourself in the mirror and ask yourself a question. This this who i really want to be? Because if you dont, you'll find it very hard to make friends in the future.
I'm not some "faggot" so don't call me that? I'm not here for you to mock. So i like to cuddle and i'm romantic. That gives some of you bitches no right to fucking mock me. Do you think you're that much better then me that you can mock me? Well the truth is you're not. Actually, you're pretty pathetic.
Another thing, dont fucking tell me to look on the bright side of things. I will when there is a bright side. I'm speaking to you people who are happy 24/7 and think people who are sad are like lower human beings. Fuck you and go to hell.
Thats all i have to say
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[Sunday
Jan 22nd, 06 ? 7:18pm] |
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Hey guys,
Pretty boring day today. I cleaned and then Stef, chelsea, and steff came over for a little. We just talked. It was okay.
Then i saw the family stone with my mom. It is NOT a comedy like the commercials portrayed it. It was quite sad but it had happy moments too. I cried at the end though.
It's times like this when i just want to cuddle with someone. Well i know who i want to cuddle with and i hope she knows too.
Thats all, see ya later.
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[Saturday
Jan 21st, 06 ? 10:55pm] |
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^ Me and Matt.
Work was so bad today. Everyone call out so it was just me and Mr. Patel. It had to been one of the most stressful days at work ever. Then, around 2, the new lady came in and i had to help train her. She was DUMB. I couldn't take it anymore.
When i got home i took a nice relaxing bath. I turned some music on and relaxed, it was really nice; I nee to do that more often.
Matt came over later and we went out to eat and thats were the dumb pics under the cut come from.
We played some guitar and then he went home.
I talked to jessika today. You know somtimes i sit at my computer and check my buddy list. If she's away then i wont get on.
Is that a crush?
Well thats all, now here are some dumb pics
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[Friday
Jan 20th, 06 ? 10:45pm] |
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Hey guys,
Today was a pretty good day. I handed in all my work! I'm so proud of myself since I NEVER do homewor, but the chance of failing english is a pretty good reason to do it.
I finally made Ms. Burt's theme song and she was really impressed. She was bragging about it to all the teachers so i hope i can get a few extra credit points!
So i had to work tonight. It was ok, Hannah came and visted me so that was pretty rad. Her hair was CRAZY! The funniest part of the night was later on. This guy had pictures devoloped of his tiny penis. It was pretty hilarious
That was my day, see you guys later!
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[Wednesday
Jan 18th, 06 ? 4:26pm] |
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Hey, I really need to update this more....
Love's Affair has a drummer now so we're really getting things underway. We are in the process of recording an album right now and I hope you guys really like it.
We are also working on getting some lives together really soon so I hope you guys come out and support us.
I also have some dumb pics for you guys under here
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[Thursday
Oct 13th, 05 ? 7:41pm] |
Hey everyone. I forgot to mention it was my birthday sept 29th. I am now 17!
So things have been stressful with school and work and shit.
Nothing really much to my life.
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[Friday
Aug 5th, 05 ? 8:26pm] |
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I will use a line from garden state to describe what I feel right now
"Fuck, this hurts so much."
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[Saturday
Jul 30th, 05 ? 2:49pm] |
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Why do people brag about being drunk? It doesn't make you look cool, it makes you look like an idiot.
Anyway so I rewatched garden state again last night and I swear it gets better everytime i watch it. I love that movie so much and it just makes me happy.One of my favorite lines in the movie is "Homesick for a place that doesn't exist." Zach braff needs to write some more movies lol.
Well I have work all weekend. It's not so bad as long as Mr. Patel isnt working.
I just have this romantic feeling lately. I played final fantasy 8 today and I havent played that in a long time. I guess i'll play again sunday night because thats the next time I'm free. But do you know what I mean? I want it to be cold and have someone here to snuggle with and watch romantic movies/anime/tv shows. It's kind of hard to describe.
Sorry for boring you, lol.Bye bye now
PS. My band's(another failed attempt) show is august 19th. Go to www.myspace.com/anotherfailedattempt for more details.
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[Wednesday
Jul 27th, 05 ? 1:23pm] |
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Dont I look so tottaly cool?
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SISI'S BACK!!
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[Tuesday
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Hello everyone. I really didn't have a good day. But from now on, I'm going to update with pics.
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I really miss sisi, I can't wait to hear her voice again.
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